Losing Faith

What if the things mom is telling me is true? Well, at first, I thought she was just mad at him and saying things like she always did, but then, now I'm losing faith. Why did he leave? He left without a word. He packed SOME clothing. I call, he says hello, I say hello. End of call. Normally.. if there was something wrong with the phone line, HE call back. But, he didn't. After one Hello, End of call. He heard my voice, I just know it. I said very loudly and clearly, "Hi daddy!" That moment, that very moment I see a hang up. I literately froze in that moment.. I hear mom saying " call one more time! If he hangs up again, then FORGET it." I still froze. That very exact moment, I have started to lose faith. I did not bother trying to call again. I have no motive too. Why? I'm Losing Faith.